fadzni_muhammad

bosan!!!!!!!!!

OMG!! dh berlamaan duk kat umah nih...kebosann mule melanda selepas beberapa ketika...haha

mmg xtaw nk wat ape..nk kuar duet kering...nk kemas2 umah...hr2 dh kemas...bosan dh...sampai satu tahap..mlas melanda.......

korang watper eh duk umah??aku dh tak taw nk wat per dh!!!!!!!!

well kindda excited gak nk sambung study...hehe teruja gak agh... takut pun ader...ble pk...same klas ngn sape....sebilik ngn sape...n nk study per pun xtaw!!!

hope everytg goes fine with this degree years...tanak laa stupid probs interfere in the middle of somthg..bosan dh nk face benda2 2..

well target as usual..nk study rajen2..score best2...hehe..but well... usaha kne lebey laaa.....kurang kn per yg patut dikurangkn..tinggal kn per2 yg patut gak...

ermmm sports?? well xtaw laa nk join or tak...ermmm mayb yes mayb not..depends of who incharge..haha..kalo agak2 xleh blah..mls aku join...

ermm nk aktif per eh pasnih??wait n c...

resolution untuk new cming study:

1.study gle2 abes..chayok2!!!

2.redah jer!!!lantak laa per org nk kate..haha mcm laa slama ni i give a damn on ppl rite?

3.fast forward..hehe n straight forward..mls dh simpan2...kang lg byk masalah..=p trus kn jer pape...jgn amek port pun org2 yg x perna membina anda!!!!hapuskn mereka dri pandgn mata n minda anda!!! yeah!!!!

4.study lagi...n study trus..n study sampai muak...hukhuk..rajen kn diri!!!yeah!!!!!!!!!haha

hope leh laa....=)

my favorite song for now!!!! waaa touching..

Aku tak bisa MEmilihmu..

Telah jauh  terpisah, diriku dan dirimu,
Dalam ruang dan waktu,
Sendiriku jalani sepiku, tanpa dirimu,
Resahku tanpa hadirmu,
Sungguh berat hatiku untuk merasakannya

Salahku mencintai dirinya saat jauhku terpisah
Darimu,Dan hadirnya menyentuh hatiku,
Untuk cintainya,
Hatiku pun inginkannya,
Hingga runtuh setiaku kepada dirimu

Kusakiti hatimu yang tulus mencintaiku….

C/O
Maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu
Karena kuterhanyut mencintai dia
Inilah salahku yang memberi ruang
Didalam hatiku tuk mencintainya…

(terhanyut jiwa ini, terjatuh dihatinya)

coreTan kaseH...

i Got thiS frOm one of mY freNS page..reallY luV it n like 2 share it witH otherS...


        " Cinta itu..bnyk pengertian..
         tapi bagi aku..cinta adalah...kawan sejati...
      Orang yang mencintaimu meskipun telah mengenalimu dengan
  sebenar-benarnya iaitu baik dan burukmu. Setiap yang kita lakukan
biarlah jujur kerana kejujuran itu penting dalam sebuah kehidupan.
      tanpa kejujuran hidup sentiasa menjadi mainan orang oleh itu jangan
tertarik kepada seseorang kerna parasnya, sebab keelokan paras dapat
                           menyesatkan.
    Jangan pula tertarik kepada kekayaannya kerna
                            kekayaan dapat musnah.

  Tertariklah kepada seseorang yang dapatmembuatmu tersenyum, kerna
        hanya senyum yang dapat membuatmu hari-hari yang gelap menjadi cerah
Ibarat kata orang setiap bunga mawar pasti ada durinya.
   
Dari kesusahan itu akan diperolehi kesenangan dan kebahagiaan.
  seperti buah durian berduri kerana sedap isinya, kulit manggis pahit sebab
manis di dalamnya dan bunga ros berduri kerana harum baunya...dan
                jika seseorang hadir dalam hidup kamu dan menjadi sebahagian
daripada kamu, tetapi atas sebab tertentu dia terpaksa pergi, jangan
              terlalu sedih, terimalah kenyataan itu dan sekurang-kurangnya dia
pernah membahagiakan kamu tetapi...apabila ada yang datang,
         jangan biarkan ia berlalu pergi dan jika esok kalau ia masih
    bertandang, jangan harap ia akan datang kembali...."

whY is It taKing sooo Long??

hmmm...why iS it taking soo loNg to fine lUv??

yeah i mean the perfect one..the one we luV..the one who luV us..the one whO wilLiNg to hear what we goNNa say eventhough its boring... the one whO likes our jokeS even naaa it not thT funny though...

whats bring people to fall in Luv??

is it that good? or i hearD its hurTing u sometimeS.. theres will be a give and take situatioN..u have to left back ur favorIte thinG to do..juZ to fullfil the neeDs of ur luv one..?? wow  biG sacrifice huh??

do u think i will do the same thg as others did??

i dunno...life is just too complicated as luV  Did!! gosH...its so hard to trust people.. is for me...u  get my point? yeah..to share evrythg with sumone..that mayb u like..but not sure Hes the rite one...noT becoz i dun trust in married or so... but i juz have this feeling..that make me juz ignore luVs infront of me..of coZ i  mean Guys!! no in not tht lessie thgy ok...!!! i dunno if im ready for that...serious relationship..or may be im scared to get hurt.....probably..

is just no fair of blaming people on what i had feel.. is it becoz the environment? or maybe i dunn understand what luvs suppose 2 mean? shring life with one u like..or should i said luv?whateva... im a very perfectionist person as it comes to this kindda thngs..or maybe in anythg...but sometimes i can just be like others...dont care! the guy must be perfect to my eyes..i dun care what others said..i trust my eyes..or maybe may feeling..

it just to hard to explain..

huhhhh...life..life...luv..luvs...trust..friends...huh..too many things that suddenly pop up in my mine...hahha..juz try to get off it..but how am i gonna get out from my life now...this is what i choose to be..m i? even not really..im already in there.. no turning back dear...face it! and look at it..either u good at it or not..u just have to face it...haha..funny huh..whether u like it or not..its ur life...u juz have to o through it..

so i beeter challange myself on anythg..hahah even everyone have their own fear of..but i have 2..should love been search?? or it come when it come...and it goes when it really want to??lalalalallalalal..no answer for that Q..

So..any single guyS out there better check it out!!im goNNa roX ur world babe!!!hahhaha..no im just kidding..!! find my true luv..my real life.. and get riD of anythg tht i dun like! Take it or leave it!!!! can'T wait to find perfect luvs..heheh did i mention perfect luvs??hahhaha..no what im gonna say is perfect life..hahah..my hand is trying to type life it juz go with loves..heheh..weirDo huh??

so im goNna give a shOt!!!try some fun thgS..go with the floW...anD get my butt off the probS...huhu..yeah!!!!!!have fun on finDing what i want..what i should live with.. and what will make me have if is not my luvlY FAMILY and FRIENDS!!!!! thanks guys for being there for me either in the up or down situation..appreciate it!!

so write 2 you later..gotta go..itS kindda late already..so..daaa..nite..

truely me myself and i...
~fadzni muhammad~
2.03am
friday

ePi CNY...!!!

ermmm epi chinese new year my fren...

wow...new year come again..hope u guys having a great cny this 2008...
2 all my chinese fren....miss ya guys...hope happiness surround u guys... enjoy the celebration ya....

life....sumtimes we up...sumtimes we r down...up and down situation is a norm in any people lifes..so want or not..u have 2 face it...gentlemanly..haha...

guys...thanks for being here for me....inanytime any situation...u guys roxx my world...with ur support i can stillbe hre..in my own shoes....go on with the flow....still be strong in anythg...

hmmm....

actually nothg to jot down...just feel like writing sumting in this mr blog...huhu... sorry mr blog...im make a messy writing on u..heheh..hopeu dont mind..huhu..

k...luv ya all..epi cny again!!! god bless....

~MiZz FAdZNi MuhAmmAD~

life...

tah..lme dh nk tulis nih...bru berkesempatan....long past story...n keep happen bile aku mule berlembut ngn sesape pun...

Ape jer yg tak kne kn…huh…penat dh… like wht I did is nothg to peple arund me…

Ermmm dier slalu first in anytg…she has everythg…org suke…yelah…mne xnye..cantik..putih…lemah lembut..semua nye la ade kat dier…

Tak phm lansg…aku nih xder ape2 nk dibangga kn ker? Bukan jelez laaa…tapi..

Kadang2 muak ga…sket2 die…sikit2 dier…tak phm lnsg..org nk knl dier jer…aku bkn nk org knl aku sgt..coz org mmg dh knl aku…

But kalo dier jer..mesti perfect…org tergila2 sgt kat die…ank org kaya la kata kn..lg2 kete dier jd kegilaan rmai laki..so kire dier ader semua skali…but then..me??

I gt notg..dah bosan dh hidup cmni…kalo ader ngn dier jer..mesti jd cmni..huh…dh elak dh.. but.. slalu dpt ngn dier in any case pun…

Nape laa jodoh aku ngn dier ni kuat sgt pun aku tak tau…y?y?y?

Kalo aku berdua ngn dier..org mesti compare aku ngn dier…yer laa kn…die putih aku hitam.. die cantik..aku nih rupe pun xder…dier ader kete..aku plak..menumpang jer…dier leh drive..aku?? harap kn org jer laa…die bijak..yer ker bijak?? Tah..yer kot..pastu aku nih brutal..ganas…dier plak..perempuan melayu terakhir la kte kn..lemah lembut…tahap ape pun aku xthu laaa..

All the bad side is with me…aku jer yg kurang…dier lebey semua benda…org kate aku senang berkawan..pandai berdikari..pandai sesuaikn diri ngn sape2 pun..so campak kat mane pun xkesah… leh hidup nye laa….tapi die plak agak menyombng sket..yer laa…org cntek la..so jual mahal la kn..aku xder rupe..terpakse laa berbaik ngn sumer org…tp attitude dier yg cm2 pun…org still suke kt dier… org still nk kenal dier.. still eager nk tau dier ngn lebih dalam..bak kater org nk kenal hati budi la kate kn..

Huh..i never give a damn in anythg..i mean the thg tht supposely la kn.. I never give a damn on wht she get..but sometimes..i will feel really down..yalah..everythg in me is just not perfect..compared to her im nthg..

God..why u create this kind of feeling..i just cant take it anymre…dh byk kali dh berlaku….dan aku bertahan lagi…but till when?? Asek kne cmni jer..evry single time im with her… ape laaa salah aku kn??

Hati nih kdg2 leh tahan for anytg pun…skang nih aku dh blaja byk bersabar…so aku sabar jer… sampai la aku tak tertahan…but….nape benda nih slalu kne kt aku?/ nape aku?? Nape bkn org len??naper?? huh

No answer for tht.. nobody will have the answer…nobody..no one will…

God bless…

 

….nurul......

ermm fun...

dear mr blog..

its about 3 days im in raub...im getting used 2 it already...today i started my works...this week i will be under production section..so mr saffian will incharge on this...he is a nice guY...funny..hensem? ermmm soso...but he is nice...

he pass his job to bro nash..so now i will b under him... bro nash handle section to make coffee...he brief me bout all the coffee stuff..from the ingredient till the production of it...

haha...yeah i made coffee!!!!!!!!huhu...best... bro nash 2 pun sempoi jer.. he teach me alot i guess... first i have 2 weight the ingredient to mix them up in the Vmixed..the machine tht used to mix substance..

it take quite sometimes..so while waiting for them 2 mix up... he use the sample tht already mixed up..2 run it n fix it in the sachet... i run the machine...its so easy...but while waiting it make me sleepy..heheh...

tapi ok la...i love coffee so much...so it must b fun for me...!! ermm..some time bro bring me along to the pantry...lepaking there..hahah per lgi mengulau la 2...heheh...follow jelaa...n hw showed me the flow of extraction process at zone a...i think tht place is incharge by mr jiman...from raw material mix with water which to be diluted or steam it...the pump up to storage tank. from the storage tank then pump up with steam to be concentrate in the chamber..and product will be collected..

i gain lots of experience today..n i meet new ppl hre..like kak linda...n mny more..just forgot thier nme..owh sri i guess...ermm..

k..gotta go now...niteee...

Intra..

hey guYS..

thereS been a while i dun jot anythg down..is A new yEAr of 2008... hope everyone while have a great and blast year...

7th january 2008..a new life as a practical student..in Technology Park Msia...bukit jalil...ermmm kindda excited 2 start the new day...ermmm been waiting 2 get ina early as 8...should enter at 9am..

mmg seronok..really happy..and other 3 freind from sme college is here also to gain the same experience...

masuk2 jer bilik meeting to meet supervisor..not really supervisor...he is a vice precident for biotech division in tpm...encik husni...he brief us all about what we have 2 do..nask some question to us..

and the really unexpected thing is....he told uS about Raub..a factory tht they have there processing herbs...ido read bout it in website..hahah..guess wht??

we have 2 go there for practical... only 4 of us...so 2 have 2 stay in tpmbkit jalil and another 2 will stay in raub,phg...ofcozla kn they need us to mke a dcsion bout it on the spot..

as they waiting for our answer..everyone is pulling thiS 2 each other...hahah.. who wanted 2 go 2 aplace in matterof no where...dlm hutan 2...ermmm they try 2 convince us 2 go there..and actually mcm paksa pun ader gak...

and as usual la kn nobody will volunteers...and then i just set my dcsion2go there.. mcm slalula... aku gakla kne beralah....but i think iwill learn alot there...so nothing 2 worried 4la...

other 3 person still dun wanna go...all town gurl...spe biase duk kat utan..hahah..akupun xbiase...nk gain experience nye pasal...aku sanggup jer...mne taw best ker kn??

and then diorng decide kalo rotate diorang sanggup...huhu...aku dh agak dh...mesti ader tap gak kn...tahlaa...aku xkesah sgt la kn..mmg muler2 kesah gak...tp pk punye pk...ok kot...yakin boleh...so pasti boleh kn??

soboard of director wat meeting..n diorg stuju tuk wat rotation..soaku pun hepi jer la...akuandaeng for 2 month earlier..then followed by nadia and suraya...

tomorrow is a new day..new experience...esok i hve to clean up the rat cage..hahah untuk ujian toxicology..alaa yg pernah aku tgkkat mardi dlu..mse field trip sem5... kindda excited 2 play around with all the cute2 tikut putiH...heheh

suraya wat proximate....nadia kne g lab molecular biology..npermenent kat sne...wat tissue culture...esok ann wat icp-ms...check metal...

everyone had given taskto settle down..i will b under missmaizan...she kindda nice...mayb kne peramah lg kot....so xla kekok sgt..so...waiting 4 tomorrow...

till then....c ya somhow 2morrow...ngantuk dh..so nk tdo...

nite......sweet dream...

beEn a whIle...

sAlam...

therEs been a while..after e lasT posT..sOrry..been really busy at e momeNt..now holiday is coming..n almost 2 weekS left.. thanKs 4 the holidaY..but nothIng works 4 this holiday..dunno y.. waNted 2 go jalN2..but duet keriNg..haha..so have 2 sit at home doing the same house chores evryday..such a boriNg holidaY huh..

n one more..i fullfil my holidaY 2 go 4 drivinG cls...buT yet still not finish..i dunno..m i tht sTroNg 2 drive car??hahah..cuak jer...peNakut pun...but have 2 face it still..

this coming semester is my final sem..then i can go for my industial training..haha..ready 4 tht??of coz not..really getting crazy when thinking bout it..is tht 2 hard 2 just go n face it??for u guys..maynot be that hard..4 me..??everythg is hard..negetive person im...noo laa..it just the feelig though...ive been told about the final year project thingy..

me and N will be in the same group..as we choose PAPA as our supervisor..oh..let me introduce 2 u who is PAPA act.. mY Head Of DEpartment BioproCess..En yusOf..just like 2 call Him paPa..huhu.. he gave us not tht really easy assignmnt.we gonna do about 'production of ethanol from molasses'. sounds tough huh..i feel tht way 2.heheh..all bout fermentaion stuff..just wait and c..wht we can do bout it..

final sem..

suddenly sad moment interrup my mind..ermmm we go for industrial training..then GRAD...sum will keep working..n sum might go for further study..me?not sure yet..wait for chances...oh man..i will b tough moment..when u have 2 be apart with ur close fren...fren tht u used 2 b with since semester 1 u here...3 years..share thoughts..feeling..ideas..probs..love story..chicky story..huhhhh..

but then..live must go on...u have 2 be in ur shoes FADZNI...not others..not Nonie..noT eimA..or even miMie..or maYb NasHrul or adiB..or anY of ur fren..in ur own shoes..huhu..whaT size im in huh?? 6?7? or mayb 8??thts not funny..be strong..

so geT ready..and EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED..whts comes around goes around..sumtimes u will b up there..n sumtimes u will b at the bottom..the up n down situation is a nOrm..just go through it..as it will give u lots of experience...ermm..yeah!!! good luCk 4 coming semester..hOpe get betteR resulT..n bettEr feeliNg..with studies..n also with frens...insyallah..when u ask for the better..n u do the better job..u will get even better result..take it easy for small probs..heal it..n do the best decision u can make..

GOD bless and keep u till we meeT again..~

nEw Semester had StarteD!!

is jaN 11th 2007..iS the daY i wenT back to colleGe and registeRed..hhuh..reallY hard day.. get mY resuLt!!! gosH..i'm exciteD buT scarEd still...

after do all the procedure of paYing n registered..tHen we r Allowed to take our reSult..im so damn nervous!heheh.. resulT is not tht bad...oK laa..stIll survive..huhu

then go to caFe n get mY key of my Room..get all mY stuff oUt of hazY's Car n get to mY room...huhu...rooM C103..i Pick place that Near to windOw bcoz i Love windoW so much..hehe..crazY...by liGhtinG is importante to my life..hate dark room..so so noT havinG any life living in the dark room..x bEst..

mY rumate are..eiMa..nonie n ouR dean list top studenT..zahiDa..hhhu..y dun believe huh?? ermmm i reallY tired of helpinG other people put all Their thinG in thr rooM..in the evening..my parents come n bring all my stuff from home..heheh..as usual..my things alot..hahah..many ppl said tht i brinG my house along..i luv having all my stuff with me...so im so comfortable...

tired n really tired..but still cant sleep...dunno y...i really need some rest..seriously...i need!!so...i think thts all...for now.tired..n mayb i can just try to sleep..k niteee...byeee